Erin Emily Ann Vance

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A speaker listens to their neighbours’ karaoke party through the microwave. A family home is sold to someone whose name they don’t know. Winter drags on. Through evocative images, Erin Emily Ann Vance’s “Hoar Frost” manages to capture the pulsating loneliness that presents itself at the beginning of every new year and the ways in which winter persists unlike any other season.
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My mother guts the house on Guildford Road,
hurls pints of soured milk into the skip—old sheets,
three single beds, a bag of cat food dated 2011.
There is an empty seat at my grandmother’s burial;
the night before, my father rips out his stitches
in a camper behind his sister’s house, vomits blood
on the doggy door, on the dog. I drive straight from
the cemetery to the intensive care unit.
This year, the hoar frost has held on for days—each branch
on the tree outside my office is flanked with selenite.
The kids in our townhouse complex have hollowed out
a cave in the ever-growing snowpile by the garbage shed—
undeterred by the cold, they pretend they are soldiers.
Our neighbours host a karaoke party on a Wednesday night
in November—the rough brick warps their voices,
but I can hear their tongues dart in and out in English and Ukrainian
if I open the microwave and place my head inside.
The house on Guildford Road sells and I wonder who will
feed the stray cats now that Uncle Mike is in a home. The town
fells the trees outside my office window, and now the
winter feels as naked as the wires that jump started my father’s heart
or the cardboard box the medical school returned my grandmother in.
In February, the ice caves are still outside. Every Wednesday, I
listen to the neighbours warble Whitney Houston,
and though the hoar frost has melted and winter won’t end
anytime soon, the softness lingers still.
Erin Emily Ann Vance is the author of the poetry collection, A History of Touch (Guernica Editions 2022). Her work has appeared in journals including Contemporary Verse 2, Freefall, Arc, EVENT, and The Literary Review of Canada. She is an alumna of the University of Calgary, University College Dublin, and the Seamus Heaney Centre. Erin currently lives in rural Orkney and edits the League of Canadian Poets' Fresh Voices series.
Yolk acknowledges that our work in Tiohtià:ke/Montréal takes place on the unceded Indigenous lands of the Kanien’kehá:ka/Mohawk Nation. Tiohtià:ke is known as a gathering place for many First Nations, and we recognize the Kanien’kehá:ka as custodians of the lands on which we gather.
Yolk warmly acknowledges the financial support of the Canada Council for the Arts, Conseil des arts de Montréal, and the English Language Arts Network’s Trellis Micro-grant project, funded by The Department of Canadian Heritage’s Official Languages Support Programs.