Sebastian Karall
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In “Magic Roundabout,” Sebastian Karall teeters between past and present, considering the ways one may seep into the other. A nostalgic speaker gages relics of a previous time, from memorabilia to eulogies, as they struggle to come to terms with the fact that they too will age and likely be forgotten, searching for a balance “between then and now.”
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you’ve spent a lot of time in diners
watching the memorabilia become less
and less memorable to passersby who
stop in for the novelty and leave with their
wallets and stomachs disappointed.
you’ve read more of their eulogies online.
uber eats doesn’t care about atmosphere,
there is no appetite for kitsch in the kitchen.
nothing stays the same, and neither do you.
elvis is austin butler and not the other way around.
a couple with bleached sunspots
sits in front of us on the train,
the hairs on our knees a thin barrier
stopping our skin from touching completely.
the olympics are on.
the burly husband in the jersey makes crude
jokes about pole vaulting to his wife,
who puffs out winded half-laughs.
their party, scattered about the train, does the same.
he is a comedian.
in the car, we moan about how dreadful they must be,
outdated and expiring and bad-tasting,
balancing our chins high like seals at the circus.
we can do this—we haven’t yet suffered largely to income tax
or spent the better part of a decade doing the same thing with the same people.
she steers us out of the parking lot, heading home.
her face bedside yours a dotted plume of pathways and route exits,
long country roads and narrow city thoroughfares.
at the driving range
she swings lightly and sends the ball skidding with
a clink of the club that sounds
like kids throwing bottles at abandoned diner windows.
it lands somewhere among the 100-yard range.
it is only her first go and we don’t golf.
you hit the ball rough and it sounds like chipping teeth.
we sit in diners coked out with red
merchandise lining the walls and a
gretzky cutout looming above our table.
you remember greasy menus and deli counters like wax museums.
you remember them lining under the awning
hungry after church for something old and affordable,
for the extra syrup swelled in tall cherry cokes
with a slight fix of delusion.
brian wilson has his best years ahead and so do you.
we spill ketchup on our golf shirts—
after one wash we forget.
you watch her drive silently, fixing on the road,
our tireless resolve to keep steering,
to correct the roundabout,
to find some semblance of balance
between then and now,
taking the exit to more boarded-up dive diners
bulldozed to make way for an A&W pastiche.
no words in your mouth.
bite down on that verbal upchuck for a moment
to sit with your indigestion.
sausages when you asked for bacon.
let your body eat away at it.
let it turn from something into nothing again
and go out for lunch somewhere else.
Sebastian Karall is an emerging poet and writer from Woodstock, Ontario. He recently graduated from Huron at Western University with a BA in English Literature and Creative Writing, where he served as the Editor-in-Chief of Huron’s long-standing poetry publication, Grubstreet, for two years. He was the recipient of the 2024 Alfred Poynt Award in Poetry and was awarded the Dr. Neil Brooks Prize for Contribution to the Arts (2023-2024). Sebastian is currently pursuing an MA in English Literature in the Field of Creative Writing at the University of Toronto.
Yolk acknowledges that our work in Tiohtià:ke/Montréal takes place on the unceded Indigenous lands of the Kanien’kehá:ka/Mohawk Nation. Tiohtià:ke is known as a gathering place for many First Nations, and we recognize the Kanien’kehá:ka as custodians of the lands on which we gather.